Dude, no amount of money, fame, sex and drugs can cure a broken mind. You can use them to cover it up. But sooner or later they start to numb out and then you're back where you started. Why do you think so many celebrities who have everything we could ever dream of having, decide to take their own lives? One of my own friends was the happiest mofos i knew. He was rich, set for life, had a hot gf and people around him who treated him like a celebrity. But still his mother had to walk in on him hanging from a rope.
Shit takes a lot of therapy nd positive environment to get over. And even then you never know when that demon in the back of your head starts knocking.