You want to see a developer that is worse than you are? Just look for Death Star Trainer, or Darth Smut. He had, if I remember correctly, 6 different versions of the same game, 5 were locked behind a paywall with increasing amounts to pay to get the "best" version. You can have incest with parents/children, siblings, aunts/uncles and nieces/nephews, etc. If it is patreon worrying you, just put in step in front of things. But finish a game without a paywall, and you will be better off than 6 unfinished projects. If you get bored, or something, with one, then work on another. But please, just get one to the next level towards being complete before you start another project.